so good

Tonight I feel more than I should
If it didn't hurt so bad, it wouldn't have been so good
Days turned to weeks times 52
Our eyes sparkled for others but still I knew
Your heart completed the half of mine
You took with you when we said goodbye

Drunken phone calls professed a love
That was alive for me all because
There in another you began to see
Reminders of us, reminders of me
Sobering thought true love doesn't die
Channel to another, I hope I might

It was over before it had a chance to begin
I'll pretend I didn't know what could have been
When I see you again I'll try to smile
But my heart just wants to be broken a while
I don't believe time heals anything
Just ripens realizations and gives more time to bleed